Its been one year since I left boobee and I feel great. Just re-read what I wrote last year and wow what a difference. I was in so much pain and so heart broken. Not even close to how I am or how I feel today. I love my life!!!! I have a great job, I am only 11 classes away from graduating with a Bachelors degree and I just bought my own home last year. I have learned that I do not need a man to make me happy and I can forgive and still love him! I am absolutely blessed with thee best family in the world and I have no time for the drama or could care less what people think of me.
Norman Vincent Peale wrote, "change your thoughts and you change your world".
You can't get any truer than that to my life right now! I am the happiest I have ever been in my life. I will always love my boobee and I love that he will remain my friend! I hope he realizes now that I am not that evil, trifling, trouble starting bitch he thought I was.....It wasn't me boobee.....but I think you know who it really is now! Funny how life works....I left in so much pain and she was happy she thought she won....won what? If that is winning cause you can't find a man that isn't in a relationship with someone else? Win on baby win on! That's who you were, who you are and who you will always be! At 50 years old you should know better.....but you don't so good luck with that. Tell me why you are so threatened by me...why do you want him to hate me, why are you sending your self stuff and lying about phone calls and messages (when he got caught cheating)? He will never hate me....because deep down he knows the truth and he knows what we were to each other and what we will always mean to each other. He is forever MY BOOBEE!!! I'm going to have lots of love for you, you know who you are and I'm going to pray for you.....you obviously need it more than I cause you are still playing games while people are trying to move on. You should really move on!
To MY boobee.....I want you to be happy and to find someone who will make you REALLY happy! You deserve better than this and that is my wish for you along with good health! Your a good man and you deserve a woman that will be your match in your heart and in your life. :) Your family will always be my family and I do miss them so very much....Boobee.....take time to heal on your own and stop going from woman to woman! I swear it is the best thing I ever did for myself and you should do it too! I know you may see this since someone (I know who and I believe deep down you do too) is still playing games and copying my blog. So let me say this as I told you already and you have told me before......we say things when we are hurt and angry that may be exaggerated or untrue. My pain at the time that I left you was almost more than I could bare....but I survived and so can you! You will forever be the love of my life and that is just a fact. I will always miss not sharing the new me with you and all my happiness because I know it is what you always wanted for me and for us........I love you and always will....but I have to let you go and continue moving on as I have been doing. Tell mom, dad and Mrs. Peck I love them...tell Lori heyyyyy....and for you boobee....huh I can't hear you whaaaaattt you saaaayyyyy? lol
